O day of questions...

O what a day, well series of days that will not end until April 30. Now is the time of tests, final projects, final papers and I am trying hard not to be overwhelmed by it all. Somehow, my day never seems to end before midnight. I am desperately ready to have 6am-10pm days instead of 8am-midnight days.

Today has been the day of uncertainty. I have signed up to go to South Africa with the college group at church; however, I am uncertain of how I will get the funds to go. I know that if God wants me to go then he will provide, I just need to have trust that He is in control.

I am not sure what to do with the rest of my summer either: jobs, internships, home? And after I graduate in December, what happens then? What do I want to do with the rest of my life? I am slightly comforted that most of my friends are in very similar dilemmas; however, this still doesn't provide answers to my questions.

I find it very difficult to wait on God. I feel like there are so many decisions to make now that affect my future and I don't know what to do. I do rest in the fact that I cannot change God's plan and that he will use me to bring him glory.